Grave of the Fireflies

I am a total sucker for Studio Ghibli films. Hayao Miyazaki is probably my favourite directer of all times, and the stuff Ghibli and he produce are AMAZING.

That being said, Grave of the Fireflies made me cry all over my keyboard.

The movie is set back in WWII Japan, and you follow the life of this boy and how the war basically tears his family apart. I'm not going to say too much incase you want to watch it, but it's a SAD MOVIE. No if, ands, or buts; this movie is just PURE SADNESS. I'm not a crier, but I cried through a lot of it, and just thinking about it makes me want to cry again. Still, as sad as it is, it's a REALLY GOOD movie. And I recommend it to everyone. It makes you really thankful for all the small things in life, that's for sure.

God...

Someone get me a tissue. TTATT

Anyways... in the better half of society (god it's been a while since I said that LMAO)...

I called Sears back... for the third time... and I may or may not have a job. What. The. Hell.

Basically, as maddening as the winter rush is going to be, they hired someone else and since Beth (the person who does the hiring) is going on vacation and won't be back until September 2nd, she said to call back (again) then and we'll see what we can work out.

Right.

So I really don't like this being-jerked-around game. But I sure as hell won't be working for Walmart, because good god, I'm not going to walk into a headache.

But I'm not so sure that's not what I'm doing with Sears.

Damn. Looks like the job hunt shall continue. Bastards.

Just Say No... to Walmart

Well, Walmart is so far out the door it's in China. Where they manufacture everything.

I went for the interview, and they were offering $8/hr at full time right off, which is a lot better than Sears for a starting pay. BUT... you cannot work for ANY other photo studio NOR be selling your own photos on the side, and like, the girl who was interviewing me said she even kept her hobby with photography hush-hush because she didn't want it to get her fired.

What? D:

So like, when she saw on my resume that I knew Photoshop and Lightroom, she was really excited about that because she could learn from me, but she didn't DARE let me really talk about it there because, once again, not allowed. Could get ya fired.

What the hell Walmart.

And like, me having my own business would be a HUGE no-no. She said she'd pretend she didn't hear that, but like... I'm not risking that. Because then I would have been fired for breaking my contract should they find out. NOT COOL.

Damn Walmart... they're going to ruin the reputation of photographers now.

Right now they have this promotion going on that you can get 30 portraits for $4.95, PLUS, if you do it THAT DAY, you get a free 8x10. But THAT DAY ONLY... all week. vv; I'm sorry, but that's just shit production. And it just goes to show you that Walmart is such a rich franchise that they don't have to charge a lot.

And like... if I'm a THREAT to them because I'm doing my own thing on the side... just wow. Basically, they want to stop small business... which I already knew from the Walmart video.

I didn't want to work for them before, and I REALLY don't want to work for them now. I'm sorry, but you are a BIG FREAKING FRANCHISE. You do NOT need to prohibit competition that way. I wouldn't even be able to work at Sears part time and stuff.

So, even though they would do a bit better pay and hour wise... screw it. it's just not worth the hassle and contracts and bull shit.

And if you're interested in the Walmart video: http://www.walmartmovie.com/

So if I knew Walmart sucked, why'd I apply?

Because the assholes tricked me. I saw an ad on Craigslist for Picture Me Portrait Studio... and it said NOTHING about having affiliation with Walmart.

DAMN YOU FOR THE DECEPTION WALMART! *shakefist*

One day of busy followed by another

Yesterday was great! I pulled off two senior photo shoots--One for a new client (though the senior is a friend of mine x3) and a reshoot for my sister because we had better conditions this time and stuff. And they went GREAT. I am soooooo pleased with the photos. Like, I already went through both sessions and pulled out at least ten from each that are good enough that I'd retouch them. :3 So I'm pretty happy with that. And that kept me hella busy all yesterday, because I had to bring my light kit upstairs, set up, and tear down again since I was borrowing my brother's massive room for the time being to get maximum distance. xD Eventually I'll have my own space, but that day just hasn't come yet. LMAO

That morning I also did photos of my rabbit, because I'd been up since 4:30am, and it was 6:30 and I was like... "What the hell, I'm up." So by 7am I was pissing the rabbit off with my light flashes. xD So far I have one of those images all retouched and stuff. I totally forgot in my morning-mindedness that her white fur was gonna reflect light and glare. x'D So I'll have to figure something out eventually for her, and other white animals. x3 But I still really like what I got. :D

Today is going to be super busy too.

First, I have my second interview at noon. Then I need to go to the bank and get my new business account, now that I've gotten my Federal Tax ID number After that I'm off to find this short and squatty battery for my light meter, since the one I have is like... dead. xD And I need to do some retouching on the photos I did yesterday, to get a jump on that. Then tonight, I'm going to see Vesper play in Saratoga around 8pm. What's really cool about that though, is that they always message me asking if I can go to take photos. So I feel pretty special. I'm not charging for it, like I probably should, but since I'm still trying to get practice at this what does it matter? It's a free concert anyways, so I don't care. LOL No big deal. And I get photos out of it. :3

So that's my busy schedule for the day. Time to go have my cereal and get ready for that interview!


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One Down, One to Go

So I had my interview with Sears Portrait Studio today, and it was crazy. Mostly because it didn't feel like an interview, and like they didn't care about my qualifications. The lady who interviewed me was very nice though, even if she wasn't too professional. A friend of some sort actually walked by and the interview was basically put on hold for a moment while they conversed, so I now know that the lady who was interviewing me had a daughter get bit in the face by a dog.

Yeah... not too professional at all. And they do the interview out in the open, so there was no feeling of privacy to discuss things.

Turns out also that you HAVE to start at minimum wage, and through their courses can gain an extra dollar an hour, but that's it. Which... kinda sucks. After that, you are considered for a raise every fiscal year, theirs ending in February. And they only offer part time for now, with enough hours for full time or more between November and Christmas.

There are incentives for what I figure are bonuses in your paycheck during the holiday season, but I need more than that.

They can work around a second job though if need be, since they do it for the students they hire with their schooling...

Yay?

So I don't know. They said to call with a decision either way, meaning if I want the job I can have it, but I'm going to see what the Walmart studio says. I'm either going to end up with two part time jobs out of this, or one full time. It all depends on what Walmart offers me.

And as much as I really don't ethically agree with Walmart... I'm hoping they can give me a really good offer. Because I have bills to pay and I'd really prefer only having to deal with one steady job if I can help it. Let's face it, right now my personal business isn't going to generate me much income. I gotta build that up. So for bills... it's whatever I can find out there in the world.

Ugh... this was so not in my life plan two years ago.

COMPLETE ENOUGH FOR NOW! :D

ALL RIGHT! AS OF ELEVEN THIRTY AM TODAY MY ROOM WAS FINISHED. TOTALLY CLEAN. Well... kinda. ^^; I do need to tear through my closet now, which has become a disaster, but SCREW THAT. It took me TEN DAYS to clean my room, I am NOT cleaning my closet for at least a week... maybe a few months or a year...

Nah, I'll get around to it eventually, but I'm going to enjoy my clean room for a while. Because it hasn't been this clean and complete and dusted and vacuumed in a YEAR. Yup, hasn't gotten this kind of treatment since before I left for Hallmark last year. Wow...

I can't believe it... It was this time last year that I was packing for Hallmark, and crying my eyes out just about every night at the thought of leaving my family and current gf at the time. And really, the only reason I was crying over that was because I knew she was going to leave me and stuff. It was a hard time.

And speaking of Hallmark, I had a dream with Rich Barnes in it. He gave me a hug and I was crying, saying how I wanted to go back to Hallmark and it just didn't feel right that I wouldn't walk through those doors this September. And he said "Well then come back". Oh how I wish I could, but it's just too much money.

It really is going to be weird not going to school though. That's all my life has been for the past fourteen years-- School. Now, at 19, I'm facing the real world head on and it's pretty scary. I'm looking at about $1,000+ in bills each month, so I'm hoping for a good job so I can put some extra aside for taking care of fun times too.

SPEAKING OF JOBS!

I received a call around 12:15pm from Picture Me Portrait studio in the Walmart of Amsterdam, wondering if I'd be interested in coming in for an interview. So I told the lady yes, but that I was going to another interview as well and would have to take the better offer. Meaning... I can play one against the other a bit... Fufufufufu~

So hopefully, I can start out at $10 or $11 per hour. If not more. And that would be nice.

I'm also leaning towards Sears, personally, simply because I really don't like Walmart. But we'll see. Right now money is very important to my future.

One thing I am sad about though, is that I'm not going to attend a party at 3:30pm today. There were gonna be fireworks too... but I'm just toooooooo tired. Since I've been up since midnight, I'm running on 15 hours of no sleep now, and it'd be a dumb idea. So I'm just going to keep myself up until about 6pm, and then I'll probably crash hard for the night.

And in the final news of the day...

Jogle64960 of DeviantART asked if he could use a photo of mine for a pastel piece. I AM SO FLATTERED. OwO So I told him yes, provided he credit me as the reference and show the finished piece. Man... he's REALLY good too, so I'm honoured.

And with that being said, here's the photo he's using. I'm out to shower.


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Backwards Sleeping=Sick?

So these past few days, when my sleeps been all sorts of out-of-whack, I've felt like shit. And I'm really beginning to think there's a connection. So, just another piece of incentive to get that straightened around.

Been up for 15 hours straight as of right now. And I don't think I can hold out much longer. D: Between the dust making me sneeze like crazy and giving me a headache, the nauseated feeling, and the aches; it's really hard to want to stay awake. Bleh.

I could try playing more Rumble Fighter, but I'm kinda sick of being hit on. Because it's so rare to find girls playing a fighting game, especially since most girls will pick a guy character anyways, my pixels get hit on... A LOT. And seriously, that's all they know, are my pixels. It's pretty dumb. But hey, sometimes it gets me free gifts and teammates that will die to save my ass. Ahahaha, so that's good. xD But aside from that it really is a fun game and I enjoy playing. Slowly but surely, I'm getting REALLY good at it too, and climbing up the ranks. YAY! My one friend Brendan seems to hate it though because he's not good at it yet and all he does is bitch about the game or the team set up.

Seriously, it's a game. And if a game ceases to be fun, stop playing. I started out EXACTLY where he is. Getting my ass handed to me by my friends that were A LOT stronger and more experienced than me. So you know what I did? I went to play others on my level, got better, and learned. And then the next time I played my friends we were a bit more even. I still get my ass handed to me by them, but it's getting closer and closer and soon I think I'll be handing their asses to them.

So I don't know what's up with Brendan. Because you gotta play to get better, and if you can't have fun with your friends... well... you're screwed.

But enough about that.

Today I spent close to TWO HOURS folding, sorting, and putting away clothes. Yuck. I never want to fold clothes again. And my dresser is stuffed now too, and Mom has MORE CLOTHES of mine in the basement. >.<;;; Those bitches can STAY down there. Oi. @@;

Also, it is my friend Kizzy-chan is celebrating her 19th birthday today! Had to mention it because even though we live on opposite sides of the country we're really close friends. And someday, I'll get out there to meet her in person, along with Mouse, Vos, Resa, and maybe Hicchu and Niaro. Oh, and Melanie too, who is a fellow photographer.

Geezus... so many people in California... LMAO

Anywho, I'll end this with the necklace I made Kizzy. I am off... to nap or something. ._.;;


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And so...

Well, after applying to:
-PetSmart
-Staples
-ACMoore
-Hall of Springs
-JCPenny Portraits
-Lifetouch Studios
-Two random studios on CriagsList
-Sears Portrait Studio
-Borders

I finally got ONE phone call back.

So, as of two days ago? Yeah, Thursday, I have an interview at Sears Portrait Studio. Monday, 2pm. FINALLY. You'd think it was a crime to get a job lately with how difficult that was.

Granted, it's not my idea of a prime job in photography; but at least it's in photography, and it'll be some form of income. Now all I have to do is nail the interview and get my ass hired. Oh boy.

On the flip side, I'm still working on my room. We're down to folding clothes and the last few large things though, so not too much is left. I just REALLY hate to fold clothes. :P

I was gonna go out and do photos of the full moon over the water behind mountains at about 4am today, but that fell through thanks to RAIN. D: And it was probably a stupid idea anyway considering it was 4am, and I would have been alone.

My sleeping is all sorts of SCREWED UP. I have trouble remembering what day it is and what happened when because of it. Thursday I slept from 1:30pm-9:30pm, and yesterday I slept from 2:30pm to 10:30pm, and I haven't gone back to bed since. But I think I'm going to crash soon and hope I get flipped back around. *crosses fingers*

I also have a senior portrait booked for Tuesday! HUZZAH!

And speaking of HUZZAH, I met my FAVOURITE COMIC ARTIST EVER in a LIVE VOICE CHAT on Wednesday at 8pm! Lora Innes of The Dreamer is an AMAZING writer and artist, and I am SO IN LOVE with her comic it's insane. I plan on stalking the comic store soon enough to buy it, because she just got a printing offer that was WELL DESERVED. Of course, I already have one of the limited edition Issue One teasers, so I'm happy. And I bought this print as well, because it's so amazing. So seriously, check her out. It's worth your time. And, should you be so inclined... buy me her stuff? xD I kid... maybe >.>

Anyways, I'm out. Either to sleep or clean! Ciao!

Oh yeah... and... last one from the shoot x'D


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It Happened on July 24th...

Okay, before you say ANYTHING... I was talking with someone and saved the conversation so I have the exact date. LMAO And I saved that conversation FOR THIS VERY REASON.

TO BLOG IT.

Now, I'm sure you're wondering WHY I have to blog about something on the 24th, so let me clue you in.

On the 24th, weird things started happening AGAIN. Now, I'm totally used to this in my life, but it's fairly rare lately, and it certainly didn't happen often to Mousey. And Mousey is a friend of mine in California that I met online.

So let me explain.

Throughout my life, I've always been fascinated by ghosts, spirits, and the supernatural. I suppose it's why I study religions and fairy tales and am not overly religious myself. And with this fascination, I've found that if you open your mind to it, you can kinda open yourself up to actually experience it. Or maybe I'm just naturally in tune with it, I don't know. I do know that I've seen and heard and had a lot of unexplainable things happen to me though.

In my house, I've heard voices in the basement when waking up in the middle of the night. And I'm not alone in that, because my sister has heard them too. They're very audible, and I definitely was NOT sleeping. But it wasn't just voices, it was movement too.

My woods out back are the creepy silent type, where no animals make any sounds. The kind from horror movies, and they kind of remind you of that when you go in them too. The swamps don't help that much. But the trees don't grow right back there. Plant cells are very rigid, and as such grow in a linear fashion. These trees grow in beautiful curves a lot of the time. It just doesn't belong.

Up the road from us is an old abandoned graveyard. Actually, I know of at least two in town. Anyways, the ghosts in this place have been incredibly restless ever since the fence was stolen around the perimeter. To the point that sometimes you don't even want to drive down that seasonal road because there's such a bad feeling in the pit of your stomach. I've been in it during the day and at night (hell, went on Halloween once >.>), and I can tell you there's definitely a lot of activity there. Well, one of my friends did actually remove a piece of gravestone about... five years ago? She has since returned it, but the night she took it was my 15th birthday party, and she and my other friend and I were going to sleep out in the camper in the yard. There is this one corner it always leaked in then, and of course the night had to be stormy and rainy. Well, whatever she brought back with that piece of stone (we're going for poltergeist) was not happy. That leak FOLLOWED her around. And in the morning, she had a slight concussion even though at no point in time did she ever hit her head. And while I was asleep, I remember waking up because I felt hands on me, but there was NO ONE near me at all because I'd removed myself to the dinette bed in order to cool off from heat sickness. She does miss her friend though, she had that small chunk of broken gravestone for at least three years.

And before anyone screams thief or vandalism, mind you, this gravestone was already shattered and destroyed, no one even cares about tending to this graveyard unless they desperate for community service like the Boy Scouts, and the little chunk she had fit in her hand. We didn't break the gravestone, and by no means did anyone care. And, as I already said, it has long since been returned.

Anyways, onward...

Remember those woods? There was a night once in the 9th grade when my friend Tabby was over, and it was the lunar eclipse. We were both outside on a low porch roof (no longer exists due to putting an addition on) watching it, and we both got this feeling that we needed to get back inside. I will NEVER forget that night. I can't tell you what it was, or why, but I can tell you we were scared. It was late, after everyone had gone to bed, and we barricaded ourselves in my room and stayed out of sight of the window kind of scary. Because all you could hear, on all my walls and in my closet, was scratching. Like claws on wood. And it was ALL OVER. Somehow they couldn't get into my room, but we were wide awake and it was not cool. You can believe me or not, but I swear on my grandmother's grave I'm not lying. And being that we both liked to mess in areas we probably shouldn't, it wouldn't shock me if there were more than a few angry spirits with me.

Up the road a ways is an abandoned infirmary. It was an orphanage, a TB Sanitarium, and rumour has it an asylum, but that's probably just rumour. But it IS incredibly haunted, and with the permission of the caretakers I have been in there. A lot. Both during the day and at night. And I'm going to tell you this... DO NOT GO IN ALONE. Not only because the building has a lot of structural issues (holes in the floor, roof that will not hold you, asbestos...), but because of the spiritual activity. Down in the basement, there is what's known as the "Dark Hallway". Now, there is light all around said hallway, but because there are no windows in the actual thing, the only light you will get is from the surrounding rooms. But entering it is like entering another dimension. It's just a wall of black SO DARK you can't see your finger even if you were about to poke yourself in the eye with it. And no light from the two rooms it connects gets in. And when you enter, you can hear the screams of the ghosts of the dead that used to be carried out through it. It's not a safe hallway though, since one wall has collapsed in from the pressure of the earth outside. If you go through with a flashlight you can see, but the first time I went through was with no light at all and I was TERRIFIED. Up in the library, I have had books thrown at me by what appears to be nothing there. And one of my friends has a photo we took looking up into that room, and quite visibly are two very red and very angry eyes in it. The gurney is constantly moving not just rooms, but FLOORS, and this thing is SO RUSTY that it shouldn't be possible. Not with how destroyed this place is. The last few times I was in though, we couldn't locate it. At all. And there's no way it was stolen, because you can't get it out the windows you have to climb in if you're not going in with permission, and then after that there's no way you'd get it out the fence. So we really have NO IDEA where it went. Doors will slam of no accord in there as well, and then open back up. It's insane. And many people will tell you that driving by there at night, they've seen blue lights in the windows, or their cell phones suddenly loose service, and all sorts of odd things. It was once a beautiful building, too, but too many kids have vandalized it. I'd like to restore it someday though... And outback, before I forget, the incinerators still sit.

But, that's not all. I've been in plenty of other old abandoned places ranging from barns to houses to churches and factories.

In my dreams, I see things. Premonitions, if you will, because they tend to come true if/when I have them. I do tarot readings that are 90% accurate and have predicted the death of my cat with them. I'm into it all.

At my grandmother's, both my sister and I were terrified to sleep in the upstairs bedroom, and it felt like if we did we would die. When we did sleep, all we could dream about were out parents dying on the trip back home to come get us. And the Virgin Mary statue up on the bureau was constantly shaking and rattling at night it seemed. Like something was trying to get rid of it. And we did tell my grandmother, and she told us not to worry because that statue was blessed. Well, I can believe it, because whatever it was never was able to harm us, and never did succeed in breaking that statue. But I have not slept in that room ever since.

In one of the graveyards I like to go to, first when with a large group we could hear something following us and we were sure we were the only ones there, and we could hear banshee like screams. More than one person, myself included, felt randomly sick and fatigued in there. And when we left, there was a bird that had been SHOVED through the fence, because there's no way in hell it could have flown that forcefully into it and killed itself, let alone in the position it was in. The second time with just two other friends, we were walking along when Tabby told us to stop and turn off the flashlights and look back. Well, there were three of us... but FOUR human shadows. I tried to get a picture, but I didn't have time to use my tripod (time is of the essence when you needed to get someone home on time), and flash kills shadows. So you'll have to take me at my word. It was CREEPY to say the least.

And at my apartment in Massachusetts, there was a ghost that loved to rattle the pipes. And from what I heard from my upstairs neighbor, pee on the bathroom walls as well. Most of the tenants and a good chunk of people in town would tell you that building was haunted, too. I tended to sleep with a light on for good reason, but never anything more than something small as a night light.

So why did I tell you all that? Well, to tell you this of course!

July 24th, while home alone house and pet sitting, my microwave for the second time in its life in this home went AWOL. It was turning itself on and running both the cooking and defrost functions. I had to go out to turn it off. And I was on mic with Mousey at the time, on PalTalk, and she was getting scared too. But we turned the mics off by unplugging them from our computers because they weren't working properly and cutting out so bad that it wasn't worth it. And I was totally channeling something that night, because my emotions wouldn't stay stable at all.

So about every hour I was going to turn off the microwave, waiting for 7am when I could call my parents up at camp to find out about where in the back the plug was, because I couldn't find it as dumb as that is. And as it was I needed to climb up onto the counter to reach it, which might be why, and I did cut myself trying to get this plug out.

But what was freaky, was how the little green box around my avatar kept lighting up on PalTalk to signal sound coming from my side of the chat, even though there was no way sound could get through because there were no mics plugged in AT ALL.

And then we decided to disable audio when Mousey audibly heard a scream of terror and anguish from a girl come out her speakers from me, with no mics plugged in. NOT COOL.

Daylight never looked so good that day, I swear. oo;;; My cats would not stop laying in front of my bedroom door, either, as if they didn't want me to leave, or they didn't want something to get in.

So chalk it up to paranoia or whatever you want, I'm standing behind what I've seen, heard, and experienced. And... I'm going with spiritual activity.

Cleaning, cleaning, cleaning, and MORE CLEANING

Okay, so basically I feel like my own personal maid lately. All I've been doing for about a week straight now, is clean. AND I'M NOT DONE YET! ;_; Holy crap... it's insane. oo;;; I mean, yeah, I've been SUPER ORGANIZING as I go, but this is ridiculous. I've thrown out five bags of trash, and will probably toss another three or four at this rate, and have almost filled my second large box to go to the Salvation Army. I told my parents we just needed to get a dumpster, but as you can see, that hasn't gone very far... because we don't have one. x'D I'm sure the garbage men just LOVE US lately. LMAO

On the other side of the fence... I'm still a jobless bum. v_v;;; Been searching and applying like, EVERYWHERE, but so far no go. I am still working on getting my photography up off the ground though, and I have at least one paying client for a Senior Portrait. IT'S A START. And my friend Karen, whose family portrait I did outdoors for my portfolio, is getting me into her school's PTSA newsletter. So that will be 500+ people coverage. And being that it's the first issue, there won't be too many people in it and a lot of people will see my ad. WHOO! THANK YOU SO MUCH KAREN IF YOU'RE READING THIS!

So maybe, just maybe, I'll land a few jobs from that. :3 I'm not overly hopeful that I'll get a lot since it's so late in the game, but hey, you never know. xD

That's about it though... A lot of cleaning, a lot of mental break downs over upcoming bills, a lot of job hunting... and a lot of wishing I slept for more hours.

Laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaazy

Man, been a while since I updated, hasn't it? >.< So I'll have a lot to catchup on... later. Right now, and as I have been doing for the past THREE DAYS, I'm cleaning my room while job hunting via the internet. So far I haven't heard anything, but we'll see. It's come to the point that I'll take anything and just do my photography on the side, because bills are coming and I gotta pay 'em. God the economy sucks. v_v;;;

On the plus side, I am doing at least two senior portraits for people soon, and a friend of mine is getting my business card into the first issue of her PTSA's newsletter, so I'll get a lot of coverage that way. So that might help to bring some revenue in. Just gotta remember to go see Tom Mills about the tax thing. Oi.

Cleaning wise, I'm getting there. My room was an absolute disaster, so it's been taking a while. I can't wait for it to be done though, because I can't stand the mess any longer!!! Well, that and I want to be able to hang some more shelves of sorts (aka my crate stand is going on my wall so I can bring up a second nightstand) to hold books and stuff. Because... I have a lot. x'D

Of course, I'm in hardcore mode, so as I go I tear apart drawers and stuff and clean them out. And I'll be doing more of that when I'm done cleaning too, just because. So far I have at least three or four boxes that are going to the Salvation Army and/or City Mission of things I don't need/want that others might. I've already hauled three garbage bags out of here too, and I'm on my fourth. So my room is being MASSIVELY overhauled. And I tend to do this every single time I clean. But I really have to this time, considering I still have stuff in the basement to bring up. ^^;

And speaking of the basement, I'm gonna be going down there with my Mom soon to help clean THAT up so I can have my little corner for studio space near the door. Right now it's the best I can do, so I'm going to make it look nice. Probably get a throw rug or something, since the floor is nasty concrete. And when I say nasty, I mean stained with building materials nasty. >.<;;; Eventually it's going to be a family room, but right now it's just a storage area and work station while we finish remodeling the rest of the house. Which we've been doing for two years now because my brother and sister can't keep their rooms clean long enough to get them finished and stuff. Ugh.

But yeah, I'm going to set up shop down in my basement. And you know what's really cool? I totally traded my Mamiya in for almost $3,000 worth of a light kit, so I really can do that! I only have two lights, but those will do for now. I can make do with the background. Eventually I'll get a third light. ^^ And more Pocket Wizards! LMAO

Anyways, things are starting to move forward for me. I'm dreading bills and stuff, but maybe, just maybe, things will work out. *crosses fingers* I'm hoping so.

And if you're lucky, I'll stop being lazy and blog more. xD


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