Still Jobless

So I still lack a job, and it sucks really bad. I tried to put in an application to Panera Bread, but unfortunately unless the website says that they are hiring, I cannot complete the second half of the application. So that's out. Totally lame. Even lamer was Piercing Pagoda who has you take a general survey, and if you're chosen you then may move on to the next step of the application process. I think I'm going to call them tomorrow to see if they've gotten any paper applications in yet, and to see if they can't step it up with the survey thing. Because... I really need a job, and that one seems like it might be kinda fun. As for Five Guys... I have no idea. I need to call them too and see what's going on. Because... once again, really kind of need that job. >_<;;; I hate having bills to pay, I really do.

I also need to get in touch with Tom Mills, who does the taxes for our family, and hand over my W2, and ask him about my small business type stuff. Because I'm not sure if I need to file since I didn't make $600 in profit this past year. I don't know. But I sure as hell do not want to be audited and then owe the government even more money. Lord knows they don't deserve it in this economy. Holy crap son.

So in the mean time I've just been trying to deal with all the stress. The first thing I did was get out of a long distance relationship I was having... which was back on... February 3rd. I'm just in no position to be in a relationship at all. I barely have time to think for myself, let alone another person. Plus, distance is very stressful. So I didn't need that. The next thing I did was start searching for jobs, and I cashed my final paychecks to pay off some bills. So I still have about $500, which will be enough for one more month of student loans... but then I'm SOL for EVERYTHING. So getting a job is HECKA important, and it's driving me NUTS. On the family scene, my uncle had to have extensive back surgery, my grandfather is still hanging on to life for whatever reason, the poor man, and Dad has to go in for another knee surgery ASAP. My siblings are having either school or work troubles of their own too, which has caused some serious trouble in the tipi, and I hate it a lot. Like... I wish I had that disposable income back so I could get out more.

At least I still have my martial arts though. I don't know what I'd do without it. Good god. @_@;;; And when I'm not doing that, I've been getting into Ragnarok Online. It's actually a really fun game, and I'm really enjoying becoming a Wizard. I love magic, I really do. <3 And RO is a game that I can play for hours (seriously, I played for close to 12 today, made it all the way to level 99 xD) and just not think. I don't think about life, I don't stress, and I just have fun. And I really, really need that.

In the mean time, I also Skype with people who are on and want to chat. So long as everyone wants to chat with each other as well, we often end up in group rooms. I don't normally run them though, so I don't have much of a say. xD Only the room leader, aka host, we have discovered, can add people. Oh well, it's fun nonetheless.

The biggest reason I need a job though? I don't even care about AX anymore, I just REALLY, REALLY, REALLY want to go out and meet Mouse, Kizzy, and Vos. SO FREAKIN BADLY. AX would be great since so many others will be there too, but my big thing is at least meeting them. However, if I make AX I can also meet Artemis, which would be fantastic. He's such a funny guy, and we have such a fun RP going.

So yeah, that's about where life stands right now. Anyone who knows someone who is hiring in my area, HIT ME UP. Because I am DESPERATE. I'm almost to the point that I'll clean your freakin toilets if you'll just PAY ME. ;A;

Oh, and the arm is doing better. :D;;; Almost forgot to mention that. Reinjured it twice on Saturday, but no big. Just got hit once in weapons class, and then we both forgot about our injuries when we were grappling, and my sensei accidentally grabbed that arm right where it hurt. Not too big a deal though, because it wasn't all that bad. If it had been, we wouldn't have been grappling in the first place. LMAO He says I'm tougher that most people though, including his brothers who are older than me, so that's pretty awesome. :3

That'd be the long-winded update though. Enjoy, peace out, have a good sleep, whatever it may be, later~!