So I have no idea what's wrong with me lolfail

THE CLIFTON PARK KIOSK IS DONE. GONE. KABOOSH. HOORAY! I am feeling so free. ;w; It was a long, long, LONG month and a half, but somehow I survived.

Alix and I were there yesterday from 9:30am-noon, and we got everything packed up and FedExed out. After that I was free to go, and I went to Saratoga where I got Animal Crossing for the Wii with WiiSpeak, and some stuff from Bath and Body works that was on sale for ridiculously cheap prices.

I then had my lunch and headed home, 'cause I wasn't feeling too great and my eyes were bugging me because the sun was so intense. And after the ulceration in my senior year, they can be pretty photosensitive.

So I just went home and laid down, and canceled my private lesson and decided to do it today after weapons instead.

Um... I still felt like shit today... but I went anyways >.>;

I played Animal Crossing until about 3am last night and made lots of friends and had a great time, so granted my bedtime wasn't the best, but I had napped the day before, and I didn't get up until 10:30am. It wasn't like I was running on next to no sleep.

Brendan and I got to class by 1pm, when we were supposed to be there. And I did okay at weapons. I was sluggish though, and I could feel it, but I figured it's just because I don't enjoy weapons as much as I enjoy martial arts. Weapons are beautiful, but I just love fighting with my body more.

I still managed to hold my own in weapons though when we did king of the hill, basically, and I won the first two out of three fights I was allowed to do. We were switching out no matter what after three just to give everyone a chance and stuff. After the second one though I was shot. It's no easy task defending your championship. But dammit, when I'm determined... well... xD

Any whodoodle, after that class we had some guests and I was pummeled with love from a puppy, and then it was on to my private lessons. Brendan got to play along today too, since it was only nice.

Well... my health dropped rapidly after this. Steve slowed the pace by a lot, and I could only do some moves a few times before I just had to stop. Especially the spinning back kick. That... did not end well. >.>;

When we actually got to grappling on the ground, he was watching very closely, I can tell. But I managed to figure the rubber guard out on my own to his shock, and actually apply it two or three times to both him and Brendan. And I tapped him out today with a move he's used on me before and he went "It's scary just how rapidly you're improving." Awesome. :D I did accidentally bloody Brendan's nose though. ^^; It's not broken though, which is good.

And this was well sick. Because when it was over and Steve looked at me he went "D: Kid, you okay? Your eyes are glazing over." I definitely wasn't. At all.

That's about when I left with Brendan though, and two other guys that I brought home since I could make them on my route with no issue. And when I got home I pretty much just passed out. Dad and Mom were pissed because I wasn't going to my Aunt and Cousin's birthday parties again, but whatever. I'm sick, and I don't care. And Mom wasn't going either, she had her own family thing to do. And even though Dad promised we wouldn't have been staying late (I was not and still am not alert enough to be driving right now), no one is home yet. At this time in my typing it's 10:40pm, and they're not home.

Yeah, not late my ass. :P Granted it's snowing something fierce, but shit.

Oh well, I wasn't going and I didn't.

I don't know what is wrong with me. It could just be I'm run down from closing the kiosk and all the panic attacks I was having and stuff, who knows. Maybe it's the flu. I'm clueless. But here's what I got, basically:
-No appetite, I force myself to eat.
-Possible slight fever
-Off stomach
-Headache and mild dizziness/disorientation
-Nausea
-Mild joint discomfort, not pain or hurt, just some discomfort here and there.
-Lethargic and tired a lot

So yeah... no idea what it could be. And if it's just PMSing or something... I will be PISSED. xP

Sucks though, because there were photos I wanted to take that I just couldn't muster the energy or caring to go get. And I just... don't really care right now. So whatever it is I got, needs to go. And fast.